This is the life...

Hello, so apparently today I am writing a real post, or a post worthy of the resolution that I set out to do. So as you know I am in Portugal, which is a weird felling of belonging yet seeing the distance. I actually would like to come back here and start something quite interesting, I mean these are my roots, where I can clearly see I can make a huge influence in other people's world, my relevance is huge and yet I am like a visitor of these worlds. This is the best definition, I visit these worlds, check on them, but I have the feeling of being simply a monitor agent that interferes upon needs and needs only. This is not a bad thing, like I said before I am focusing on my own world, but it is giving away a prominent position in very relevant worlds. Signs of time I guess, but there is always a feeling of nostalgia attached to these realisations. The best one can do is to leave the worlds as orderly as possible, and do check on them, they didn't lose their importance, simply things change, regardless of all efforts one might apply not to.
I guess I am not making much sense, started about roots here and now talking about the worlds where I am relevant. The question is Nottingham is my life now, but I can see myself here, it goes hand in hand with the relevance of doing a PhD. My life could work here, with the addition of a plus one, and I can see that which makes me quite comfortable about my country and my future in it, perhaps my two year plan abroad after the PhD might be changed (abroad meaning outside of EU).
This song provided me a nice title, while giving a nice beat for this post, and for the randomness and predictability of life, life is in fact a journey, like the song I heard today in my car from old CDs said "I know I was born and I know that I'll die, the in between is mine, I AM MINE". But this one is well different beat, questioning things with a happier beat, this is how I wish to proceed, aware of my past, living my present(while enjoying it) but still questioning my future... But in a happy beat ;)...



Oh the wind whistles down
The cold dark street tonight
And the people they were dancing to the music vibe
And the boys chase the girls with the curls in their hair
While the shy tormented youth sit way over there
And the songs they get louder
Each one better than before

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and your head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and your head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

So your heading down the road in your taxi for four
And you're waiting outside Jimmy's front door
But nobody's in and nobody's home 'til four
So you're sitting there with nothing to do
Talking about Robert Riger and his motley crew
And where you're gonna go and where you're gonna sleep tonight

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and your head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and your head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and your head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and your head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and your head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and your head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

Where you gonna sleep tonight?


P.S.- Sorry for the post, looking at it, well it is widely off of its intend, well this is life ;)